Be a finder.

我印象最深刻的，是高中畢業，
是16到18歲的青澀與深刻，
在那個每天早上六點出門的日子，發生太多值得記憶的事，
紅色老教室與茂密大樹間穿梭太多身影，跟太多人有太深的情誼，
這一切，都在畢業的瞬間，熟悉的不真實，
不真實，
曾經這麼熟悉的一切，將在一瞬間成為過去，
不真實，
這麼依賴每天見面的人，將離我而去，

It's should not be a strange words to me, but I'm so touched by watching the program of the Buddha.
It's a program of BBC, talking about how Buddha became "the Buddha".

It's the 1st world religion without god.
The Buddha was a human being, and he also wished to be remembered as a simple human being.
All he was doing is searching the ultmate wisdom, enternal peace, and freedom at the last.

He was finding a cure for suffering illness and death, in the end, he found the resolution is giving up every selfish desire.
There is one special thing that he met the eveil at the last moment before reaching Nirvana.

"Love is not a kind of feeling, but ability"

在某部不是很重要的電影看到的，
一開始我不懂這句話的意思，
但後來我知道，
他可以拿來說明為什麼一個人會忽略自己感受並且表現的有距離，
也可以說明為什麼一個人在短短的時間可以大聲宣稱找到真愛，
Feeling是一種有對有錯，可以被評論為恰當於否的客體，
Ability是一種沒有討論餘地的事，有就有，沒有就沒有，非常純粹的存在。

                        
(this picture is from the movie: Ice Age 2)

Today’s topic is talking about the collection behavior of human and squirrel. 
Do you ever see the move “ice age”? 
If not, please find out it immediately. 
Trust me, it’s really really really funny, I laughed from the beginning to the end even after the uncounted times for seeing it. @@ 

http://microsites2.foxinternational.com/tw/iceage3/

I just walked out from the theater one and half hours ago.  Yah, for "the dark knight".
Actually, I don't feel comfortable while finishing the movie, a little out of breath as somthing heavy right on my chest.
The last experience after watching a movie as same as today is "lust caution", both of them are fill of tension and conflict, of course, can be called the excellent ones.



Come back to our "dark knight", it really gave me a surprise.  I though it could be that kind of movie like "super man" or "spider man", but no, it doesn't.
The tension in this movie is something about humanity but not fight.
It talking about the deep justice and kindness in our mind, and how could they become when we face the extreme situation in our life.

竟然突來的一個念頭，這麼想念這個詞.。
沒有一次在自己的創作被肯定時，想過”做一個作家”，
然而，卻在多年後的今天，突然感到一個作家感動人的價值。

我是中文系的逃兵，從小玩著文字，又逃著文字，
明明是唸了中文系，又蠢蠢欲動的溜走，
總是想試試那些新鮮刺激的事情，一點也不願意埋在繞來迴去的文字堆中。

作為一個不是很容易被作家取悅的讀者，深深明白作者的卑微，